[½»Á÷] Awareness

Time flies. We'll move our office again, though just from one buliding to another one nearby.
Pack again. Then so little stuff left outside.
Few colleagues today. Then so much space in the office it makes.
Pack, move, unpack, stay. How many times have I experienced? On the other hand, time passed through these.  Day by day, month by month, then, year by year. What's the difference between today and the old day for me? What's the difference between today's me and the "old" me? Suddenly I realized maybe this is the life, my life, no backup, no restore, no yesterday once more.

Who am I? What am I experiencing, and who am I to be? Experience, ongoing, coming, all of that makes or will make me. Today, I must can and do face all, all that includes work, life, responsibility, flaw, shortcoming, mistakes I made, expectation or comments, and so on. No more excuse, no more escape or walk-around, no more dependency, no more self-indulgence.

Everything like these is just because I have graduated. No more a student, an adult, a social adult instead. There are many challenges, as well as chance and new field & world. No time to prepare, or the prepare-time had passed. I must take it serious, face it, realize it, and experience it always with my mind.

While lose sth or make some mistakes, some attantion must be paid on the conclusion. Think more, gain more, learn more, and be more serious.

Dear girl, just be aware of your life. Muddleheaded? No, not good...