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Where is my way?No one is perfect,but I hate my choice that I choosed this way last year.I hurted myself very much.I don't want to stand the now conditions.I should believe myself ,even if I lose this job,I still have the chance to find another one.Maybe it is better than this one,also it maybe worse. Over six years ago,I choose chemical engineering and technology as my major.From that on,my wrong life begins.Many things that I worried about all have come true. From the day I walked into my college,I began to worry about the unfamiliar environment.Many times,I stayed with myself.I felt so lonely,but it was nothing help.No one found me.One day,I thought I should go out,but not wait others to find me.So I studied hard and hard.Almost all my classmates found me after one year.They saw a lonely wild goose in the corner.Then I became one of them,from that day,I became extrovert.I felt happy at that time because I am the NO.1 again.Everyone treated well and friendly ,they also liked to talk with me .My heart were full of joy and proud. But pleasant hours fly past.From the third year,I began to worry about the job after I leave the college.I knew clearly even if I had passed the CET 6 it's still very difficult to find a common job.I had all negative factors: not a native,a girl ,my major is chemistry.More deadly is the awful economic.So I stupidly followed the Postgraduate Exam. But when recruitment fairs came,I wanted to see see,but only back with disappointment.Then went back the study home to learn hard for a few days.This repeated for a half year. When the forth year came,Postgraduate Exam over.I had a bad performance.Miserably,I still thought I am a stranger .I didn't have a good score only because I didn't do well in the exam.So I made a fool choice to take again.This time,I learned lonely.After one year,I lost the exam again.I felt desperate and found that I learned nothing in my college except studying in the classroom.I found I am no use.I didn't want to take Postgraduate Exam any more,so I applied for job many places.At begins,I was worry about the chemical conditions.This job made me wait a long time.At that time,I even want to abandon my major to do the foundation task.But something in me told me that there would be no future .So I came here.Unfortunately,my worried thing happened.My face and eyes endured all that.I am sorry for all.After over two months,I came back for work.My work is relax,so I couldn't learn. I have thought not once that I had to change my job .Now the time is near and near.I found I have learned nothing to survive.So I feel apprehensive everyday.I don't want to touch chemical odour any more but wish to work in the office even do tired task.Everyway has its rough and glorious.My only require is not touch the dangerous things.Even if I can't see the light future.I still believe I can find a suitable job for me. Wish for myself !Good luck! .    |
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