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[交流] Outside

Plum rains have last sevral days. The sky is no hints of clearing up. Low clouds are supressing on the head and the summit of distant hills, smothering and gloomy. Forturnately, the temperature is not high, otherwise people will endure no more than the rainny days, together with the sweat flowing on the whole body cannot imagine.

Seating in front of the laptop for the whole day, only two pots of plants  revealing the fresh life , one is my favourite----fern, the other is a kind of water weed picked up in the pond, which has the little single leaf, like the diminished version of the lotus leaf with  exquisite and elegant appearance. Only both do adapt the shady condition, being silent witout any emotion.

Occasionally, looking out of  the window, green hills are right here recording the transformation happened unconsciously about weather and climate, nature and human. I heard that some catastrophe is threatening the survival of creature. The construction of material society has seriously broken the natural principle. I don't know what so-called ''survival of the fittest'' will  means in future, and how to define '' the fittest'' . Three gorge hydro-electric station  is right here, aridity depends on hers, flood also does. Yangzi river ,which has thousands of history and feeds thousands of people,  is buried in the modern civilization and have cannot found the way of redemption.

The air contains the restlessness from people inside and dread atmosphere losing the wind, just like  in our society, the futher is the sound of justice, the closer is the bark of wildness. ''The call of the wild'' witten by Jack London performs a perfect process for us that Bark was stimulated to be himself. He found himself from the struggle with unjustice and evil. However, what did we do? Lost ourselves in the reality? Straight person becomes sad and helpless because of their upright; when one parts are deep into the exotic temptation, sense and sentiment are lost together. And meanwhile they are lost completely. So the society gets complicated and confused. The power from money conquers the ones from god eventually. For us, have no religion and  much less connect with belief.

Remembering the open class ''happiness'' always talking of the Tibet----a mystery and holy place,  Dalai  used his philosophy to control people's rebel thought. In my opnion, factully religion is a mild tactics to dominate  people  compared with war. Nowadays a new word ''harmonize'' is becoming popular and popular. Sometimes I amused to divide ''harmonize'' into ''harm'' and ''socialize'' as an irony. Maybe real harmony doesn't exist at all. Everthing is relative except movement. Relatively speaking,  So I like the democracy better in the case of  dictaorship by one party.

In the book ''Sign in A Thousand Years'',  the impression on Middle East, South Asia and North Africa have penetrated into my thought. The civilization created in the early age has been destroyed and evolved into ruins of modern times. Last year I had stayed in Nepal for half a year, I expericenced the comparison between unsophistication and savage from both times.  Living in the reality, I haven't discerned the direction to happiness. Maybe only follow my heart, can I do myself better.

Outiside is excited but inside is helpless. But as for me, do not alway hide the campus for shelter. I dream to go to a little town in the south and find a relative stable job. At my spare time, opening a little a cafe is only to satisfy my intetest, just go with it.

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