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[交流] 【Original】I'm on my way.

I'm on my way
    Well, after days of gloom expanse, I finally struggle out. I recovered both physically and psychologically. Therefore I am writing here.

   Perhaps the weather helps a lot. I like sunny days, especially those in spring. The shining star ,the blowing breeze and the stretch of green, all these constitute a perfect world, which bring you beautiful fantasy.

While wet weather will always depress me even though something exciting happen to me. I do admit the fact that I’m absolutely sentimental, always in sorrow and melancholy out of my control.  If I were the me a few days before, I would feel like to do nothing besides writing. Silent, alone, unwilling to contact anyone, I just don’t wanna my ridiculous sadness cloud them and bring them inconvenience. I would rather take all of this all alone.

I’m aware that I’m just not strong enough to be happy. For so long I have been a slave of depression. How can I easily give way to it? Am I really that fragile? Having going through so many ups and downs, I have belief in that I can turn to be what I’m dreaming, only if I changed my attitude and state of mind, only if I had a strong determination. I can make it finally.