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【Diary】She left and took my heart away 已有10人参与
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You have already left for one week, but it seems that you were just on my side. When I close my eyes, your smiling face appears to my mind. I will never forget the happy time we had together. Happy but sorrowful, that doomed to be a tragedy for me, my heart was blooding. You are a Korean girl, woman exactly, thirty years old and two years older than me. But you look very young and beautiful. "Amazing" is the first word rushing in my mind when I saw you. You have become the incarnation of Zhao wei, Zhao Yazhi and Jia Jingwen (All are Chinese famous stars). Especially your eyes, which are attractive, gorgeous, beautiful and charming. When I see your eyes, it seems my heart was yours. I never believe the fate before, but this time I did. I believed it must be the God make a joke for us and it must be the God arrange the romantics encounter. You and I, from different countries Korea and China, met each other in another country Italy and communicated in English. I should thanks Torino, where I found the fated sweetheart; please allow me to call you this. Actually, I have already taken you as my love in my heart. "The one who can make my heart beat faster”. You asked me the standards to select the girlfriend. In fact, I did not know the real feeling of this word before, but when I saw you in Zhang's house, I cannot help to praise the person who invented the word. The feeling is too wonderful for words, which made me to say "you are amazing" to you directly. Amazing was the word coming from my heart automatically. I knew my dream begun from that moment. Indeed, this was just the prologue for our story. "Secondly, the one who worth me to do everything for her." Before I always wondered why the boy can do everything for his girl; even I would think the boy who did this was stupid. Because I never had this thought for my former girl in the past. However, I gave in and I know I've fallen out of your good graces. When you told me Chinese Huoguo was you most favorite food, I fully engaged in preparing it for you, regardless of my busy work. You were exacting as a child when you was eating Huoguo, then I felt honey in my heart. When you said you want to go out with me due to your junior, I accepted with no consideration, although I was really tired form the barbecue. When you found the earrings which you liked so much, I took it for you without any hesitation. Now, I understand your happiness is my biggest wishes and I can do anything for you even die for you. "Also, the one who has the fitted fingers (palmistry) with mine" I have ten "circles" in my hand, the most fitted fingers for me are ten "dustpan” due to the palmistry. Actually, I did not come across one female, from child to old, who has this finger. But when you asked me to tell your fingers, I was astonished. I could not believe my eyes, so I checked again and again, that is the truth - ten "dustpan" on your hands. At that time, I was so exacting in my heart and suddenly wanted to kiss you. You are childish but clever. I still remembered clearly the joke we played with my junior. When we saw him in a distance, you suddenly crossed your arm with mine. I tried to shake out, but you held tightly. But quickly we were shy and stopped with blushed faces. But that was exactly right for our purpose, which made my junior dazed and confused. That was really "zhen funny". "Ni wen wo ai ni you duo shen, wo ai ni you ji fen...", you shyly sung this Chinese song in the tune I hummed, and we walked hand in hand in the quiet night. Your voice is so good that you can pronounce each Chinese word clearly. At that moment, it seems the song was written for us and we enjoyed in our two persons' world. At that night, the last night you stayed in Torino, I did not leave. I wanted to accompany with you, because I would not let you feel any lonely sense of leaving. I wanted to help you to package you thing, because your things were everywhere in your house. I wanted you to have a good sleep, because you said you were scared of the ghost. Also I did not want to waste any time with you, because you would leave tomorrow. In the night, I kissed you, our tongues crossed and combined,.....Then I hugged you tightly and to make you calm down, then you looked like a scared baby sleeping in my arms. At that moment, an idea, that I will protect you all the life and let nobody to hurt you, rushed into my mind. All the night, my eyes were on you, you were in a comfortable and sound sleep, sometimes you smiled contentedly in your dreams. How I wanted to have the magic power to make the time stop, so we could shared our moment forever. But that was delusion, time flied faster and the morning was coming. You got up and washed and then laid down closely to me and hugged me snugly, sometimes you kissed me softly and then put your head in my body. We just slept quietly like that for a long time until the alarming of my clock, we did not say any word but we knew each other's heart. When I touch my face now, I can still feel the kissing warm in the airport. You kissed me on my face when you walk out of the tax office, which seems a wife kiss her husband to let him not to worry about her. Unfortunately, I am not your husband in spite of the true kiss. You would leave for him, who is seven years older than you. You married him four months before you came here. It is an unfair marriage for you, you do not love him, and you married just because you thought you need to do for your age, just because he is the trustiest one in your admirers. You never had a boyfriend before you married him but he had a girlfriend for nine years. Also your parents do not like him. I really could not understand why you married and also did not want to understand, because the marriage is the truth. You went into the ticket entrance with reluctance and waved your hand until you could not see me. I stranded there to wait for the miracle until you plane took off, but returned nothing but sadness. You really left and also my heart left with you. I cannot remember how I got back, for I totally lost myself. I crush into the bathroom and let the water pour form head to the body. The water did not wake me up but called out my tears. I cannot control myself and cried crazy. In these days, the first thing to do when I arrived at the office was to open the QQ to check your message and to see your photos in your website. And I liked to sleep in my bed because you have ever slept there, so I can feel your temperature...I had no interest in my study and did nothing. ….. The week will finish and I think I must be wake up. She has left and maybe never come back. She has returned to the world which belongs to her. She has been back to the side of his husband who she should live with. Yes, that is the real world she should have. The time in Torino was just a dream for her, now she wakes up, the dream is over. She has to face the true world but not the dream. Also for me, I must face the truth, the unchangeable truth. Because even I can accept her regardless of the external misunderstanding, she won’t have the courage to give up her marriage fir me. Of course, to fall in love with a married woman dooms to be a tragedy for me. However, I am a man, I could not live in the past dream, and I should work for my real dreams. Also, I think that is what she wants. She also hopes me to be the excellent boy in her memory but not the depraved one now. Yes, let's take the past as a history and start our new life from now on. I will work hard and put all my heart on my study. Maybe, we will never meet each other in the future, but I will never forget you. Thank you very much for you. You gave me a beautiful dream. Maybe I will tell my grandson our story happily when I am old. Please do not worry about me; I will have my own life. Also please take care of yourself and be happy everyday. [ Last edited by xujie_tumu on 2010-5-15 at 21:40 ] |
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fangye0413(金币+1):good luck,thank you~ 2010-05-16 09:18:34
xujie_tumu(金币+1):Thank you very much! 2010-05-16 17:12:04
fangye0413(金币+1):good luck,thank you~ 2010-05-16 09:18:34
xujie_tumu(金币+1):Thank you very much! 2010-05-16 17:12:04
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it is a good story with your feeling in each word or sentence. i am very happy to see the last paragraph where you pull yourself on the right way and give best wishes to her. good luck,guy. i dare to say you can find a good girl suitbal for you, because you are goodhearted. |
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lxuyan(金币+1):Welcome and thanks for sharing your first post here! O(∩_∩)O~ 2010-05-16 17:17:36
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