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Wendy_

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for teachers, two months of summer vacation should be a very happy thing.on the contrary, i had a hard time last winter vacation and this summer vacation because of my emotional problems six months ago. maybe it's true that people are particularly prone to fantasy when they are idle,i had planned to finish driving school in summer vacation, but i wasn't in the mood.
i haven't come out of a love affair for more than half a year. i haven't even really laughed. i always cry when i think of some things. only when i teach students can i face them with a smile.when i am busiest, it is the most relaxed time in my heart, because i will not recall the past.
when i first started working after graduation, i fell in love with him. i thought he was the first boy i really liked. he was very kind to me. i thought we could come to the end. although i sometimes felt wronged and quarreled with him because of long-distance love, we were thinking of each other.
but fate can play tricks on people. he has congenital cleft lip and palate,he didn't have a repair operation when he was young, so he didn't look very good. in addition to the reasons for working in other places, he came to my home to meet my parents at the end of last year. when my parents saw him, they felt a little bit unacceptable. they worried that cleft lip and palate would be inherited to my children. my parents also worried that i would regret it later.because of this, my motherhave cried many times, and i don't want to make them sad. they just want to make me happy. their worries are all the thoughts of parents. i can understand them ,because if my daughter had the same problem, i would  also worry about it.but i can't bear this feeling in my heart. i want to accompany him for repair surgery, but i feel him have gave up this relationship before i did. i was expecting him to come back to me on vacation, but he didn't. he's already started dating and introducing girlfriends. it made me sad and disappointed.
i often remind myself that it's not worth being so sad all the time. i need to get out of it as soon as possible.
if this is the case for you, what will happen to you?

发自小木虫IOS客户端This is my first experience of love and hate
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